Parallel Spaces

From two hearts beating as one
To agony,
my body screaming no
I felt my heart overflowing with joy
Bliss in the midst
by looking at my baby boy
A sacred, deep bond
As you drank mamas milk
Knowing we connected so
Lost in your gaze
no other thing could take its place
I started losing my ways
My mind disconnecting
Slowly bleeding
Each latch a jolt of pain
My mind fractured
Our bond torn and frayed
The exhaustion turned to defeat,
guilt and shame
A broken spirit
Will I ever be the same?
This journey,
once blissful, now fractured
Will always be this way