Unconquered Light

I woke up in the dark
Craving for just a spark
To show me the light
to lead the way
All desires left in dismay
Lord, why is my vision gray
It’s dark in here
All feelings are fear
Unable to feel my way around
All I feel is the uneven ground
Nothing to grasp
Time moving slow
Do I hear a river flow,
or feel the cold winter snow
All the surroundings,
I do not know
Finger tips numb
Mind in a slum
I’m told to look outward
I cannot, I’m a coward
I need to look to Christ
His strength is what will suffice